I apologize

I apologize if yesterday's post was too personal, or too difficult to read. I honestly wrote it mainly for myself, as a way to release the details so I don't have to try and remember them. Losing Mary has been so very difficult, and I don't think any of us has fully processed it yet. I know that I haven't. I lost not only my mother-in-law, but one of the best friends I've ever had. It's hard to explain what Mary meant to me; she has been more of a mother to me that my own and it's a profound loss to not have her here.